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happy birthday babe

Happy Birthday!

I believe it. Discord has gotten wildly big. I think I joined that team during Covid, haha.

Bulking to cutting is toughhh; consider intermittent fasting when you can though. I’ve had some male friends who see results pretty quick from it. It’s easier for them compared to women ><. Anything good doesn’t come easy, but once you see those small cuts, you’ll keep at it. 💪

Thanks!
Oh man, so yo girl plays pickleball now, haha. I’ve been kicking ass at it.
Anime puzzles, working out as usual, the shooting range for home defense.
Ironically, I have been reading much more now, but I don’t have a goodreads. I use to, but I’ll have to check if its active!

Whatcha reading?

it was okay, worth a watch i'd say

man it really is. i'm having fun playing trap decks to fuck with those that summon 10x per turn

Haha, same! MAL doesn’t hit the way it use to when we were active.
Awhhh, hang in there! & Cuts are rough, but the end result is so worth it. Are you intermittent fasting to help with that?

Things are good with me! Finished up grad school about a year ago. Now working in the medical field.
Have my own place and picked up some hobbies just to keep me active.

I’ve honestly been slacking on the music department since I was hitting the books hard.
I’m open to a ton new music, but it just depends on what fits the vibe.
Like instrumental for low key things, my girl Jhene Aiko on a rainy day or maybe trap nation for the gym, lol. What about you?

i watched latest Wim Wenders, latest Kore-eda and latest Scorsese
also rewatched Wong Kar-wai's Fallen Angels and Happy Together

i've been having a lot of fun with Yu-Gi-Oh! lately, it's good shit

btw you got a car?

My my, it’s been so long. How are you?? ^^
I can’t imagine how life is kickin’ for you.

You remember how we would share our music, right?
When Alina Baraz started blowing up and being featured with Khalid along with others on the radio, I felt like we called it, haha.

you on Steam bro?

btw reducing my favorites to 5 made me reach the deepest layers of taste in my brain

my favorite 3d show is The Sopranos lol but i've only watched like 3 or 4, i am not interested in that medium. i did watch Breaking Bad though and it's not bad
yeah Charmaine is high up the ranks too, and the redhead that Chris sees in season 2

The Witcher 3 sucks btw

holidays were fine, i was able to see some family. i actually went to the cinema a lot during the last 2 weeks of December, so i started watching movies again lol. how were yours?

how come you don't pay any rent? do you still live home?

good for you, she seems like a nice girl. does she do any crazy stuff with you?

agree on Paulie and Junior but wtf Chrissy in worst characters? get the fuck outta here
there are some very attractive women in that show, a few of my favorites i remember: Julianna's sponsor (she has about 1 minute of screen time), that black girl next to the rapper Bobby talks to in the hospital and Tracee, for her naivety and sweetness.

i'm focusing on video games right now, i think they are grown on fertile soil

if you can afford it, that's a good thing; those women are of the highest kind. what does she tell you about?

try to find the least boring way to spend your time, and concentrate on that. as long as it's productive, you can forget about everything else

i watched too many movies in the first half of the year and had enough. i haven't watched one since and i don't want to watch one anytime soon either. i've watched The Sopranos, really good shit, for a tv series anyway

i think anime is just so sterile. it's impossible to find anything human in it, the Japanese are fucking eunuchs with their ecchi and their romance. why is Berserk a unique case? i guess an anime involves too many people to be good, although i don't think manga is much better. Shoujo Tsubaki was made by one guy, which is why it's brilliant, and of course it's banned. was censorship the main obstacle to creativity? i doubt it, given the amount of mature content to be found in popular anime, but i don't know enough about the industry to be able to say

i've been playing The Witcher 3 and it's boring so far, but i'm only a few hours in. i'm mostly waiting for MH6, Tekken 8 and that new Princess Peach game

what is it that you seek? friends? girlfriend? better social life in general? i don't know how it is in North America but here i see people my age thriving socially both online and irl even if the times aren't ideal

i have 0 friends myself, you're one of the people i've exchanged the most with in recent years, yet i don't feel the same way you do. i was talking to a woman on MAL but she stopped logging in, i was having fun typing in decent French to see if she would reciprocate but i guess i was too much of a sperg. if you want friends i think you'd be better off with irl friends who have small online presence, anyone who is deep into social media, political discourse, letterboxd, etc. is a retard who will only bring you down

i share your sentiment, i don't want to work full time ever again

i think this feeling of fading youth is natural and that you are mistaking it for something personal. what would be the right way to spend your youth? the only one that comes to mind that would be truly fulfilling would be to go all-in on studies, but few people have that chance

you are still young, your brain is fresh and you can easily accumulate knowledge, don't blindly value living another way

i think living with no awareness of the scum would be a blessing, but nature has cursed us with the realization of other people's wickedness, stupidity and cruelty so we have to elevate ourselves and rise above them

maybe you need some form of competition in your life, that's more what i meant with martial arts, i don't doubt you are physically active

to answer your question, i feel like there is not much for me in anime anymore, i try to find things worth watching but it's hard. i thought maybe the yaoi tag would have some intrinsic interest to it but i was wrong

i'm sorry to hear that, is there nothing that can help you? drawing, games, even martial arts...? i think they are very therapeutic

when i was very down last year i read a lot and it helped, but i know you already do that... if you don't have a book to read at the moment, i really think you should read The Metamorphoses of Apuleius

are you still working at the flower shop? i'm looking for a job myself lol

other than that, i've been watching stuff tagged yaoi and so far there's been nothing but rape, pedophilia, hebephilia and cringe

how is life treating you?

happy birthday